eh eh tell me who does not look back during this period of the year,
trying to understand what has been done in his her own life that perhaps made a difference from the previous year.

Those stupid summaries of thoughts actions and results.

I can't be really unhappy about what happened the closing year..

(pause)

..actually..

if i only think at how many things happened, my head starts spinning around like crazy..

This time, right now, i'm at home, i'm so happy to be at home,
and I have so mixed feeling regarding what is going to come in the next months that i'm not sure if the stronger feeling is panic or terror.. :)

First of all i have few burocratic issues to take care of, actually i just have to keep my finger crossed and hope that world won't start spinning on the other way around just when it comes to my moment..
and then.. so many things.. soooooo many things.

What i'm really happy about, is that i finally put in order my past.
I know that i'm leaving (hopefully!) a country where I have again few but good friends,
a place i'm not runnnig away from, not at all.

and that's such a good feeling

lovely readers,
I wish you the best for this incoming short winter break, and an awesome beginning of next year.