days are getting more and more hectic
time is running faster and faster

i've just realized that,
tomorrow, today over there, i was supposed to leave.
i know i know, time for adding and summing and substracting and taking away things.

but believe me, i'm again confused
about how the time goes by, and what kind of pace it has.

i can't believe that the time spent from this august, since i got here, has been as long as the period May-July. it tastes different, even more change-full than all the other, can you believe it?

I feel again like another "chiara" has gone away. and a new one is coming.
yea some of you know about it, some don't,
about me counting and pin-pointing those moments after which a new chiara was showing up.
and for a while i stopped that. I stopped looking at me changing and wondering why. or perhaps changes stop to occur.
now i don't wonder why anymore,
i just look how things change, has changed, and will change again.

and i'm ready to make many other mistakes. and many more again.