i'll pile up this question on the other ones i continuosly wonder.
said so, i'm going tru the whole list, as Amelie Poulain would do,
list of everything, in this case, pros and cons,..
I went tru it so many times that i can't remember, with so many people that i lost the count, having so many different point of view, that now in my mind i have a melting pot of thoughts.

In the end, i tried to follow what i think is better for many things, what right now i feel that i would regret the most if i would not get it.
It's going to be tough, f@#^#@g tough, and i'm not concerned about the work is waiting for me, i'll be worried about it when i'll be closer to it, and i know that i will :)

now i just need to find the easiest way to deal with few things.. easiest for me, and for what i leave behind.

I still can not believe it, though.
I still can't.

I'll unveil the secret i'm talking about soon, i hope. In the meanwhile, good music and good friends are helping a lot, together with some sailing on the river.

take care everybody. c