the vanishing day is coming.
the vanishing party has been done.. with a lot of success, i must say, ending in the best "chiara's way" that i could ever imagine.

didn't start packing yet, will be a crazy packing at the very end, last minute.

today i talked with a friend that has already left 1 month ago.

and he tried to convince me at the beginning that everything will be ok.

but then.. he just said the truth.

"Bang, in one second, every one is no more around you".

saturday night i decided that i didn't want to be sad anymore before leaving.
i'm really trying hard to keep that in mind, everytime a tear is on the tip of my eye. ready to slide on my cheek.

and enjoy then everything until the very last second.

chiara