unbelievable, but indeed.. true,
those 5 months are just gone by, one more to go.
perhaps there will be two..
but this is not the point.
yes, it's time to start to count down, perhaps, rewinding all the memories gathered so far..

the feeling of being just part of a temporary situation, that almost forces you not to put roots in anything.., with no convenience of feeling home, because just "on transfer", has vanished for few days. letting me feel as in a new, completly new world but neverthless mine, known, not terrifying anymore.
feeling at home, feeling good, feeling free from past thoughts that used to be so everywhere.

but, everything comes and everything goes.
like those 5 months.
that if i think of how many new things and almost nothing brought to me ...
i wouldn't know where to start.
and i won't, then.

am i starting to get lonely?!,
perhaps, yes, i am. :)
just a bit. just enough.
but it is so nice when you feel like being in the center of a crossing
of lives and things and memories and thoughts, that in a while.. will fade away..
becoming then only a little piece of the next chiara.

is it worth it?
i'm not afraid to say yes.
memories, things, people,
everything has come and has gone.
but indeed.. has been.
and has become part of me.

c.

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